God if you're real...

show me  you're real

please take away the desire for alcohol

take away the desire for drugs

help me not to swear or use your name in vain

forgive me for the things I've done

show me you're real

take all the junk out of my heart

take the bad thoughts out of my mind

come and take control of my life

change me

If you're real, forgive me and show me you are real.

I'm sorry for the things I've done

please take over, and show me you're real.

Amen

He is real, I can guarantee you of that.  I prayed a similar prayer to that years ago.  He did change me. He did show me He is real.  If you are serious about changing your life, ask Him (Jesus) if He's real and give him a chance. Ask Him to forgive you and take the junk out of your life and ask Him to come into your life.